My Holly,

Something in the book I’m reading recently made me think, in it, a girl is kidnapped, and essentially dissapears, her partner has to live without her, and he simply can’t do it… I tried to imagine what that would be like for us… for me if you suddenly left me, or dissapeared… And it made me realise just how everything you really are.. everywhere I look, I am reminded of you, everything I do, in one way or another effects us, and every time I am reminded that this beautiful, caring, wonderful girl, this Holly. My Holly, is there, still wishing to be by my side… that feeling, the ‘fuzziness’ as I always describe it, still after almost six beautiful months, it errupts inside me, I feel warm and content… and I also miss you even more than ever. I would truly be nothing without you and I love you more than you could ever know.

In my little daydreams I often visit you… us…. I wish we were older, even by a few years, so people would finally take us seriously. I hate how no-one seems to understand how much I care for you. I would die for you. I really would. But I have rambled for long enough, and though I could happily tell you of my love for you for pages and pages (I could likely fill a book), I’ll stop boring you now.

I love you with all my heart my lil’ Holly. Forever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever (and a day).

Your Oli.